Philippians 4:9

I think one of the scariest things for me would be if someone started patterning their life after mine. Not after who I say I am or how I say I should act, but after how I actually live it out. I can put on a good front, and can act great most of the time. But there are those moments. The ones of which I'm not proud. The ones that I don't talk about. Or even like to think about. Those are the ones that I hope nobody notices. When I'm impatient. Or selfish. Or covetous. I think praying Philippians 4:9 is one of the biggest prayers that I could pray. That I would be able to proudly and unashamedly say that people can pattern their life after how I've lived mine. That's only going to happen when God lives through me. God let it be so.
JM