I do so much of my spiritual life as a show. I desire to be seen as spiritual. It's really sad. I think it's becoming more of a desire now to just sit and be with God, but I definitely need to spend more time in prayer. I love how Jesus says that God already knows the things we need, so just talk to him. Man, that's an awesome thought that all God wants from me in prayer is for me to talk to him. The creator of the universe just wants to have a conversation with me.