Jesus was all alone when he died. At least according to Matthew. I know somewhere else it talks about how Jesus said something to John and to Mary, but from this it sounds like Jesus was pretty much alone when he died. That seems sadder to me. And I bet it was disappointing to Jesus.
You look at all the work you've done and everything you've tried to accomplish. You poor your life into people, and you don't see the impact that it had on them because nobody is by your side when you struggle. I'm sure they had their reasons, but it's still disappointing, I'm sure. JM