I love that the disciples struggled to understand things. It makes me feel better about myself because a lot of times I struggle to understand stuff I read or experience. Some of the Bible is tough to really grasp. It's just kind of tough to wrestle with and drag the meaning out of it. I think that's what makes it such an incredible book. If it were like read it, understand it, apply it, then it would get really boring.
Sometimes I don't understand stuff that happens to me. We're finally starting to do well financially, and now we're having rather expensive car problems. It's very frustrating. I don't think I'm trusting in my bank account, but I guess I must be because God keeps smacking it down.